First Year During COVID

First Year During COVID
2021-04-30

The pandemic came with a lot of firsts and a lot of challenges:First = lockdown, Challenge = getting enough toilet roll.First = working from home, Challenge = sharing a workspace with your partner and their annoying habits.First = wearing masks to supermarkets, shops and everywhere really, Challenge = glasses steaming up whilst wearing masks.

But for my cohort and myself there was a new first and a new challenge:First = starting a PhD during a pandemic, Challenge = trying to meet people and slot into the ecosystem of a university through a screen.

As a first-year postgraduate student, I started my PhD journey in October 2020 (the blissful period right before lockdown 3 when there was still a hope for Christmas). Working from home and lockdown restrictions meant no office environment, no Friday night pub socials and no BBQs on the beach. Instead, we were limited to 1 conversation at a time, between 10 people on a Team’s meeting. 3 months into my PhD, the people I knew from university I could count on two hands. And of those people I knew that included my 2 supervisors. Safe to say, it was not the community feel that I was expecting.

For me, the challenge of starting a PhD during a pandemic was not the science; I have a great supervisory team that help me with that. The challenge for me was the lack of social interaction, the lack of community and the mental health struggles that come with working from home.

In the year 2020/2021 organic blossoming of friendships cannot happen and requires the artificial environment of a screen and as with anything that’s created artificially it requires more effort, more time and more energy. Artificially making friends feels un-natural and uncomfortable, sometimes it’s easier to stick with the devil you know, in your lonely bubble.

I feel hopeful that the lifting of restrictions will lead us back into some form of normality and allow us to explore and find our way through the university social ecosystem. And with the turn of seasons there is more scope for socially distanced walks and outdoor meetings. But for now, I look forward to the day that we can all have a pint in the pub mask free and meet the people I’ve only ever seen through a screen!

Published by The School of Biological Sciences, University of Aberdeen

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  1. #1
    Anita Shepherd

    I felt the same way in transferring from a postdoc to a research fellowship this year. Suddenly I was in charge of my own project with people at the other end of a internet connection and while there were life's other problems vying for attention. I felt a heavy weight of sudden responsibility, but on the other hand there are worse things that happened than research, so the work helped to keep my mind off the worse things. Completely agree about a sudden transition to sharing a workspace with your spouse/partner, suddenly your home seems too small! Anita

  2. #2
    Adam Price

    Thanks for writing this Anastasia, important to capture those challenges and feelings for all to see and realize.

  3. #3
    Anastasia Leligdowicz

    In reply to Anita:
    I'm sorry that you also found this period challenging, but I hope that it is reassuring to know that you aren't alone in the way that you are feeling.
    You put it so eloquently: sharing a workspace with your partner does make your home feel too small!
    It's such a strange sensation because at times lockdown felt like my small flat was as far as the world stretched, with the exception of daily walks and food shopping.
    It can feel very isolating and difficult.

    In reply to Adam:
    Thank you for your reply Adam.
    Photoclub was actually so supportive for my mental health. You were all so welcoming and friendly, and it was nice to connect and chat to people.
    It was after a photoclub meeting when I realised that 5 days our of the week my partner was the only other human that I spoke to - which is quite a dreary thought (as great as he is! haha)
    I also found that photography was a nice way to expand my little bubble - both in terms of meeting new people and seeing more of the city. It also helped me to focus on something other than work! So thank you.

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